No!...... next time.

So tonight upon returning from work I came in to you getting out of the shower. I asking if you were coming or going, in always colorful words you said going. Going to get"gear". I responded with my test question, want company? You came back with an immediate NO! No,....... Next time. Then anger came. I'm just going over there I don't want to fuck around, not going anywhere Else, well to get myself food I'm hungry.  I tried not to say more but it didn't work. Finally I said so why is it I can't go? You reiterated louder and angrier because that would explain it to me for sure, yeah right. All it said to me was " because I'm a fucking liar" but turns out it should have Said I'm just a dick. So then angrily you bark at me fine then get your ass in the car if you're going. You know I'm not. You charge out of here and suddenly lynzee is in the doorway saying I'm just gonna ride with him then grab food on the way back. Really? I said, cause he just told me I couldn't go. 3 hours later I called to see if they were ok since he was in such a hurry Lynz said they were fine just got held up at the secret spot for an hour waiting. Got back here about an hour later. Where you promptly went back to sleep. What a life we live! Please go. Please just leave. This coldness is killing me. I keep trying to be nice to you ( with that 23yrs of my life and a beautiful angel daughter later) only to pull back a bloody stump. Tomorrow will be pretty easy, you work in the morning but you will stay gone as long as possible. I will leave before you get home with hopes that when I get back have I'm you you are asleep again. But then there's your laundry and the trash to take out. Lynzee isn't here to be your slave so you will do it with all the hate you have in you. Ahhh, good times, you know what they say about the definition of insanity! Yep that's my pic there!!