Life is great..........this week .

This is been a great week with my husband. He is making me believe that he really does love me. Its amazing how much the little things mean to me a touch, a kiss, a phone call, a text., and just a slap on the ass as I walk by. After his friend requested help next Monday building his greenhouse my man told him no he would have to help him Tuesday because Monday he needed to spend time with his wife that it was my day. At 2am this morning he called me from his very busy work to tell me that he wanted to take a moment out of his busy night to tell me that he loves me and that he's glad I'm his wife. All of the sex has been awesome I thought I was broken but he proved to me I wasn't! Yea! And this is a big 1 ...... He is kissing kissing kissing kissing kissing me! He must have read my mind I've been wanting him to kiss me more, wanting to tell him but not wanting to hear excuses why he doesn't. I feel good not totally secure though but will I ever be? I don't know I want to feel that way again so bad I just keep trying . The wound is still so fresh, I cringe every time I have to say that very common name out loud even when referring to many of my friends who share that name or a song that I love now destroyed because all I can think of is her when I hear it.  This is becoming my daily life I wake up in the morning thinking how can I keep her out of my head today please please just keep her out of my head! I will get there I know I will, and it will be with his help his love attention and devotion to me that will get me there. I believe in him I believe in us and I believe in our future he is my love.

Really?

Can I do this? Can I stay calm? I wish I could just go over there and choke the air out of that weasley little loser, and his mom. They will not get my girl, she is waaaaaaaasy too good for them!!

Especially for you

Missing persons

Is it possible to vaporize?  My ex husband strongly believed in spontaneous combustion.  he Swore it would happen to him some day. I'm holding out for vaporization!!!