so self absorbed... I'm never prepared.

A few nights ago I did something dumb, silly and worthy of a good laugh.  At that moment I wanted to share with you. I don't know why you. Because I never learn that's why. So I tried calling, no answer, tried texting, answer came a couple hours late. Why? Because I'm no longer on the priority list. 

I've been waiting for the right time, I thought maybe tonight while you were drying off from your shower, you'd just slept MANY hours, so I asked if I could tell you a silly dumb funny thing I did. Your answer was yeah make it fast tho. Well that shut me down. I asked if you had somewhere to be, it's midnight, you raised your voice and repeated 3 times yes bed. I said nevermind we bickered that 5 second bicker of go ahead, no I don't want to, you went back to bed and put on another movie. So much for that!